j u s t i c e
I have learned so much about myself over the years. One aspect that has been pushed in my face time and again over the past two years is my desire for justice. I am stunned by how strong it can be. I do feel that I'm finally gaining some ground on handling it in a healthy way. The most clarity has come from learning about the enneagram and my type within it. I was reading the Sermon on the Mount and noticed a verse that I have always skipped over. It says he "sends rain on the just and on the unjust". It hit me like a bag of bricks. He treats them equally. "He makes the sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust." I have a hard relationship with my sister. And I realize by learning about the enneagram, that she is the reason I am the type that I am. I read about the childhood trauma that pushed me to the type that I am, and I realize it was done by her. And of course that's not to say it is her fault or she was w
